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Not much to say really. Been busy with work. Got hired on with McKesson full time so I got a pay raise. I also moved so I am in a better place but I have less money at the moment for myself. Damn bills. Also got a new computer so I need to redo everything. Lost my entire IM list because of that but its all good. What else can I say really? Alls I have been able to feel is anger lately. Anger at myself and others for being what seemed to be so calous towards my feelings. I've had no will to write or do anything else and now, I've cut myself off a lot from others because of the frustration. And frustration is bad for me. On a bad note, I am n

Reason #1 So... a while back I knew this girl. We knew each other from furc in a dream. Nice girl, I thought at least. After a while she comes out and surprises me like hell asking me something really dumbass and stupid. She wanted me to pretty much share some intamatcy with her. I kept on asking her why and warning her if she did I was liable to get possesive. Apparently she forgot that part within a month. Anyways... so for her birthday I go and buy her some wings because I was her friend and she was one of the few that was actually NICE to me. You can't buy my loyalty with petty things but you can earn it with things one does. So.... ---